起因是迷上了那支反80s的80s樂隊，在那句“burn down the disco,hang the blessed dj.”的歌詞裡找到了戰栗的感覺。

【節選】

I do know such a place, where whatever is prized and passes of us, everything that is fresh and fast flying of us,

seems to us sweet of us and swiftly away with, done away with, undone, undone, done with, soon done with,

and yet dearly and dangerously sweet.

我知道有一個地方，在那裡，我們珍視的，經曆的事物，一切新奇的，一閃而過的，對我們來說甜蜜的，無法持續的事物，全都被毀掉了，結束了，不複存在了，它們迅疾消逝了，但它們仍然是深情的，危險而甜蜜的。

- The Leaden Echo and the Golden Echo

Gerard Manley Hopkins (1844–89). Poems. 1918.

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