最後一夜。

假期開始後的沉寂在宿舍樓中蔓延，能處理的東西都處理了，身下這床竹席到了明天將與滿室的空蕩一起被我關在身後。沒有開燈，沒有看書的欲望，眼睛睜得很大，捕捉著天花板上一絲一縷的光影，腦中空無一物，三個多月來的努力終於初見成效，長期的克製讓那些不敢想也不願想的過往被壓抑在深心的最底處。

似曾相識的，注定的無眠之夜。

原來我的選擇，總是在重複著那一個：逃離。

不願意麵對的，不願意忍受的，不願意承擔的，不願意付出的，就這樣，順從於倉皇逃離的本能。

在這樣似曾相識的、注定的無眠之夜裡，我聽到了臨室的外文係女生調大聲響的收音機在放那一首歡快到讓人想要落淚的老歌：

Though we gonna say goodbye for the summer.

Darling I promise you this.

I'll send you all my love.

Everyday in a letter sealed with a kiss.

Yes it's gonna be a cold lonely summer.

But I'll fill the emptiness.

I'll send you all my dreams.

Everyday in a letter sealed with a kiss.

I'll see you in the sunlight.

I'll hear your voice everywhere.

I'll run to tenderly hold you.

But darling you won't be there.

I don't wanna say goodbye for the summer.

Knowing the love we'll miss.

Oh let us make a pledge to meet in September.

And sealed with a kiss.

Yes it's gonna be a cold lonely summer.

But I'll fill the emptiness.

I'll send you all my love.。

Everyday in a letter sealed with kiss.

Sealed with a kiss.

Sealed with a kiss.

……